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A Very bad time in my life
January was the month from Hell. Finances got tight, my fibro pain returned, and I've had a few incidents happen because of my mental health.
My life's gotten quite dramatic, and I'm honestly not trying to make it that way. I have a very few people who know what's been going on with me. But now I need to keep it all hidden for now. It just causes stress to those I love dearly.
I think it's time for me to go back to the hospital to be safe. twice this week I have OD'd on my meds. Both times they were purelly accidental. I'm like a child who needs supervision.
I feel for you Willow. You really have a lot on your plate. Wish I could help.
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Fri Feb 05, 2010 4:34 pm
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Re: A Very bad time in my life
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Fri Feb 05, 2010 4:41 pm
queenofchaos
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Re: A Very bad time in my life
i'm so sorry willow! i know life isn't easy for you. if you go to the hospital, i hope your stay will be short. remember we all love you and are here for you. tc, much love & mega queen
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Fri Feb 05, 2010 8:27 pm
nicolec
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Re: A Very bad time in my life
I really hope you get better soon. We will be here for support once you get back home. don't give up
Fri Feb 05, 2010 9:05 pm
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Re: A Very bad time in my life
Hi Willow,
Sorry you are having such a difficult time. I hope you are feeling better soon.
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Fri Feb 05, 2010 11:17 pm
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Sat Feb 06, 2010 1:58 am
sparkie
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Re: A Very bad time in my life
WILLOW I TAKE MY HAT OFF TO YOU!!!!!....NOT MANY WOULD ADMIT..(OR MAYBE KNOW..) THAT THEY NEED A LITTLE HELP.... YOU DO, & ARE ACTING ON '''DOING SOMETHING ABOUT IT.'''...IN MY BOOKS THAT TAKES COURAGE....
MAY YOU GET ALL THE HELP YOU NEED IN THE HOSPITAL WILLOW & COME BACK EVEN STRONGER......(IF THAT IS POSSIBLE, ) I THINK YOUR ONE OF THE STRONGEST WOMEN I HAVE HAD THE PRIVILEGE TO KNOW.....'''YOUR A TRUE SURVIVOR'''''.......LOVE YOU HEAPS.. LIV WENDY OZ XXX
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Oh, Willow, sigh, honey, I'm sending you lots of hugs - remember that we care about you! Love, Lin
Sat Feb 06, 2010 1:02 pm
Susie56
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Re: A Very bad time in my life
Oh You Guys are soooo sweet. Thank You for being here to root me on. God Bless You All,,,,,,,, Hugs, Willow
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Mon Feb 08, 2010 4:55 pm
foggybabe
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Re: A Very bad time in my life
Hello hun, I hope you feel better soon. Make sure hubby leaves your meds and takes the rest to work with him. That might resolve the od situation. I must admit I have done this myself when in bad flare as I have forgotten I already taken meds. I do feel for you and would like to send you very gentle healing .
Take care chick and keep you chin up.
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Willow: I'm so sorry you're going through such a rough time right now! I hope you get the care you need in the hospital and know that I will be thinking of you. Come back soon feeling better Willow! Take good care of yourself and never forget that we love you! CJ
Mon Feb 08, 2010 5:43 pm
grammahurts
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Re: A Very bad time in my life
sending take care of yourself Willow. We will all be here when you are ready. granny
Mon Feb 08, 2010 6:51 pm
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Re: A Very bad time in my life
Hang in there. You will get through this storm too. Take care of yourself first. I just said a prayer for you.
God Bless Dar
Mon Feb 15, 2010 1:23 pm
megjs
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Re: A Very bad time in my life
Sending positive thoughts your way Willow! I right now am having mental health issues as well and hope you feel better soon.
All the best, Megs xoxoxo
Mon Feb 15, 2010 3:32 pm
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Re: A Very bad time in my life
i saw a post earlier, but now i cannot find this song to go in the post. it was about a babbling brook, and ppl coming there during the dday. well, i finally found the song, and now i have lost the post, but i am putting it on here anyway. they talk about coming to thegrden, an i love theee song so here it is anyway:
love ya
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Wed Feb 17, 2010 2:17 am
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Re: A Very bad time in my life
Hi hun,i hope you get better soon, bo,
Sun Feb 21, 2010 2:48 am
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don't give up
Willow:
